I just found the truth - men can never be trusted.
Yes, u can talk to them freely, they are not as petty as girls.
But they can never empathise with you on certain views.
Girls will stand by girls.. guys will stand by guys.
Doesnt matter who's in the wrong - that's just human nature.
Bottomline is - learn to protect yourself, im trying darn hard not to get myself affected, come on, im not born to suffer all this shit!!!
The world is really one messed up place to live in.. how many years do i have to tolerate before i leave for heaven????
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Movie Marathon!!!
Has watched Despicable Me last Sat at cathay.. wanted to go watch at GV Jurong point but it was simply impossible to get good tix online. :(
Later on sunday found out that my dear's lil cousing also went JP to watch DM.. well, too bad we din know they watching also.. but the movie was greeaat!! I love it to bits!! Especially the lil girl with super huge eyes, she always have this adorable look that melts ur heart, aww.... sweet :)
Watched Hot tub time machine on tues at vivo to use the movie voucher.. wow, its really funny, bot those cheesy funny, but real funny.. havent had a good laugh for a long time.. had eaten carls junior with dear, then toy r us then movie.
Missed the wedding bridal show at JP, a bit sian..nonetheless, had a monologue discussion with dear late sunday & was super pissed with him.. forever nonchalant about the whole issue & the best part is when I asked him if he doesnt mind pushing the wedding date to 2012, he actually said he dun mind!! Super pissed with that!! Come on, the wedding oredi delayed for 2 years, still wanna wait.. The price is not going to drop for the banquet, & not as if we have a lot of money to just waste like that!! I really cant understans his rationale sometimes.. time is ticking!! my age is catching up, soon i dun think i even wana have kids loh.. duh...
Anyway, this whole thing is really been on my shoulders for the past year.. I kinda wanna get it over and done with.. all the so called dream about the perfect wedding is totally gone.. there can never be one.. my dreams are dashed since last year.. to me, the issue is try not to screw up the wedding.. make it presentable.. and make my self happy.. i know u cant both be happy at the same time but compromise la.. its always like that.. compromise if not, think we will die earlier if we continued to fight each other on opinions... im so tired of everything,, really wanna escape it all. but i know i cant just disappear like that much as i want to.. life is really a dread at times.. kinda envy those ppl who dun like to think & just live life as it is.. they are the realy happy people on earth loh...
Haiz.... endless complaints.. i know i know... its a vicous cycle , never stop ending until the day i die, damn it.
Later on sunday found out that my dear's lil cousing also went JP to watch DM.. well, too bad we din know they watching also.. but the movie was greeaat!! I love it to bits!! Especially the lil girl with super huge eyes, she always have this adorable look that melts ur heart, aww.... sweet :)
Watched Hot tub time machine on tues at vivo to use the movie voucher.. wow, its really funny, bot those cheesy funny, but real funny.. havent had a good laugh for a long time.. had eaten carls junior with dear, then toy r us then movie.
Missed the wedding bridal show at JP, a bit sian..nonetheless, had a monologue discussion with dear late sunday & was super pissed with him.. forever nonchalant about the whole issue & the best part is when I asked him if he doesnt mind pushing the wedding date to 2012, he actually said he dun mind!! Super pissed with that!! Come on, the wedding oredi delayed for 2 years, still wanna wait.. The price is not going to drop for the banquet, & not as if we have a lot of money to just waste like that!! I really cant understans his rationale sometimes.. time is ticking!! my age is catching up, soon i dun think i even wana have kids loh.. duh...
Anyway, this whole thing is really been on my shoulders for the past year.. I kinda wanna get it over and done with.. all the so called dream about the perfect wedding is totally gone.. there can never be one.. my dreams are dashed since last year.. to me, the issue is try not to screw up the wedding.. make it presentable.. and make my self happy.. i know u cant both be happy at the same time but compromise la.. its always like that.. compromise if not, think we will die earlier if we continued to fight each other on opinions... im so tired of everything,, really wanna escape it all. but i know i cant just disappear like that much as i want to.. life is really a dread at times.. kinda envy those ppl who dun like to think & just live life as it is.. they are the realy happy people on earth loh...
Haiz.... endless complaints.. i know i know... its a vicous cycle , never stop ending until the day i die, damn it.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
July ~~ a month that may change some things...
This month was quite uneventful (minus the WC) except for one thing that happened at work.. It made me wake up literally, it's really time to move on..
I just realise the chinese saying : " yi shi zhu chen qian gu hen". Yeah, in this society, one cant make a single mistake, one is enough to cause deadly consequences..
Working life wasnt rosy for me at the start, din have much luck in getting good jobs.. i wonder why.. im not ambitious but somehow i always feel that im not appreciated.. is it because my position is not high in the 1st place, which made me rather dispensable?? or becos i dun "paw" over my superiors which is why im not the favoured one??
Anyway, life is full of unfairness, u see it everywhere.. some ppl may not be capable but they rose to a high position.. some may be pretty so they get all the perks.. well, i think this is cslled REALITY, which i really need to wake up & face the cold hard truth.
But, im seriouly going to do something to change my life.. Almost sent a resume but find my photo damn hilarious, my eyes are like forced to stare & looks quite like a joker.. maybe thats y pple may think im like crazy & dind even get much interviews, hahaa!!
Things are going to change for sure, i know i had to do something , not jus talk n whine, i m simply wasting too much time.. & watever little youth i have left...
I just realise the chinese saying : " yi shi zhu chen qian gu hen". Yeah, in this society, one cant make a single mistake, one is enough to cause deadly consequences..
Working life wasnt rosy for me at the start, din have much luck in getting good jobs.. i wonder why.. im not ambitious but somehow i always feel that im not appreciated.. is it because my position is not high in the 1st place, which made me rather dispensable?? or becos i dun "paw" over my superiors which is why im not the favoured one??
Anyway, life is full of unfairness, u see it everywhere.. some ppl may not be capable but they rose to a high position.. some may be pretty so they get all the perks.. well, i think this is cslled REALITY, which i really need to wake up & face the cold hard truth.
But, im seriouly going to do something to change my life.. Almost sent a resume but find my photo damn hilarious, my eyes are like forced to stare & looks quite like a joker.. maybe thats y pple may think im like crazy & dind even get much interviews, hahaa!!
Things are going to change for sure, i know i had to do something , not jus talk n whine, i m simply wasting too much time.. & watever little youth i have left...
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