Renovation Lobang

Basin, taps, toilet bowl etc - Sim Siang Choon, Poh Seng, Poh Joo/ Poh Choo, Hoe Kee

Lights - lighting.com.sg,

Furniture shops - lifestorey, Comfort Design (www.comfortfurniture.com.sg), Typo (B1-54, Wisma Atria selling cute & funky stuff), Gnee Hong (chairs)

Kitchen stuff - Atwlier Kitchen (No. 22 Janlan Kilang #02-01),pantry pursuits,

Customised canvas print - www.kntj.sg

Bed - Horizon platform bed from diesel - moroso collaboration from moroso (pict at FB)

ID contacts - Fuse Concept, squaremetre

Website to colculate wardrobe & 2D drawings!!

Mosaic: GF+A global

Raimond suspension lamp (Space Furniture)

Lamninate - Admira Pte Ltd (Seng Lee)

Paruet - Jason Parquet Specialist

Dining Table - Foster+partners Arc table from Molteni & C.
Pointers : Hood muz be equal or wider than hob!!

So many things not settled!!!

Haiz, wedding prep is always such a headache as heard from many pple. And I totally agree!!

It's only one month counting down to to the Big Day & we have tons of things unsettled..

1) SMS invitation not sent out yet (for hubby side)
2) Bridal car dunno yet
3) Gatecrash details can only finalise 1 week before hand
4) March in songs
5) Montage!! Photos not scanned
6) I cant remember what else is missing,....:(

Wedding is stressful not a happy one.. I think I will only be happy once the wedding is over.....

Photoshoot is done!! Like finally!

Dear n me had our Photoshoot on thur 7th April.
It was raining for e past 2 days but we were damn lucky that it was sunny but not too hot:)

Our driver was ah long, very sweet of him to take leave n run errands.
Had 2 pick up my calla lilies n ballons! ( which he barely squeeze in e boot)

Makeup:
4 makeup n 6 outfits - I almost died cos my hair was tugged at n pulled for my 4 hairstyle

Venue:
Indoor n outdoor at Chinatown heritage restaurant, hort park, railway at portsdown n sentosa.
Loved the pics taken at Chinatown, cos it's my fab oriental style.
And those Ang moh tourists were taking pics of me!
So stressed dat I got nervous at one pt!!

Tiring day but had fun with Pg n assistant.. Miss my PS oredi..

One item settled!! My CS for Photoshoot:)

So happy, finally confirm my CS for outdoor Photoshoot.
It's chilli red but not pure red. Hopefully with the lightings the photo will look great.

Was in a dilemma to get a MTM CS but hubby finds it ex and after weeks "dilly dally",
I got it from the bridal shop.
Felt so relieved n lucky, cos if I neva ask I might have tried on the gown that my designer suggested.

Now thinking if I should get a black gown n do some modification for my oriental theme.
Dear also chose his black and white suit looks pretty good.
If only his tummy smaller would be even better, haha..

Getting just a lil excited abt the photoshoot.
Hee, pray hard the album will turn out great :)

A great but slightly "tired" day

Today went for 1st fitting of my MTM pink eg.
Went to meet dear directly as he went to report camp for a charge.
(kena fine $200, pui!!)

Anyway I was lost while walking fr outram stn to the bridal shop.
Silly me got lost even with iPhone map!! Argh!!
Dear got so fustrated but luckily I managed to get before the time:)

Was happy with the pink gown, it's only the skeleton but I really like the colour.
And so does the hubby:) really glad that the gown turn out all right:)

Dreams dashed...

Haiz, all my dream wedding is dashed.

Monday morning.....

I can't sleep.. Things gg thru my mind.
Saw an ex colleague blog n found that she's getting on fine in life..
And I'm not missed at all. After every effort to be nice to ppl, so what??

Ppl still stab u at the back! No one can be trusted in the working world.
I'm so fucked up in life. Wth can I do now??
I cant even see myself in 1 years time where I Wld be.
It's a super scary feeling, of anxiety, pressure, dilemma n procastination.

One word - coward. Yes I'm a coward in life.
I admit it. I coerced. I surrender.

In the middle of the night....

Edited entry..
Can't sleep.. Been thinking a lot these days..
Wedding preps kept me occupied but I know something needs to be done.
Need a new job but really lost on direction.

A stable but boring job??
Or an exciting one but pay not stable??
Really lost ... No directions...

Can I dun work n just stay home???
Really sick of working life.
Really envy those who dun need to work n still be happy loh.

Sianzzz............ Wo men zemo ban??