First day of Selection

Todays the first for selection for the 4-room flat..and my gosh, the take up rate is 100 %.

I have figured out based on various ppl's queue no.

29th Nov (sat) : No. 1 to 10
1st Dec (mon) : No. 11 to 25
2nd Dec (tues) : No. 26 to 40

On average, 15 ppl were invited to select on weekdays and 10 invited on saturdyas..

Im so worried i cant select a good unit..:(

Random Events!

Just went to watch a movie ytd at cwp wif sis - Body of Lies. It's by actor leonardo DiCaprio and Russel Crowe..Nice show, its abt the iranians, iraqis and jordanians.. it's too political for me but overall the show is on the move..had to pay attention if not i cant catch wat they are trying to say.. I would say its one of the best show of the year so far..

Also, it's exactly 14 days to selection day for our flat.. cant wait.. really croos my fingers that we can get the first choice thou i doubt it cos our no. is not really fantastic..

Bali Trip

Uploaded a couple of pics for fun.. gonna put the bulk of it in facebook.

We got the date!!

Ok, fyi we are not getting married yet.. Cos dear stil haven proposed.. so im still waiting.. But we finally got the date to select our flats! Yeah!! It's been so long! I cant wait to select the flat.. I feel we are always one step behind others.. almost all my frens my age are either married or going to next year.. haiz.. well, i can only slowly wait lor.. no choice..:(

But Im really looking forward to choose our dream house tgt! :)

What happened?

I was in a confused state of mind these few days.. and luckily theres a thing called WORK that actually help me to divert my attention. Im so grateful that I still haf my job to depend on.. it's now my source of not jus income but emotional support as well! (I cant belieive im saying these, but im having a new perspective on worklife).

Im really feeling really low now. Was really disturbed and annoyed for 2 nites and ytd was the last straw. I pratically had to control my anger AND my volume. Cos his mom is also around. In the end, my anger burst in tears.. I was really so mad at him and myself.. Why we cat communicate? and why i din bring myself to push him and force him to speak?! Im really at a loss...

I am getting a giraffe neck...

I have been waiting until neck long long... why's the hdb letter so long.. Im really scared that they forgot to post the letter out.. Haiz, i jus wanna select dream choice of my flat badly..

Looking at how fast other have progressed in their made me wonder why im always slower than others? even thoug we are almost ard the same age., ppl ard are either married or giving birth.. haiz... im like always lagging behind..haiz..

To move on or to remain where i am?

Just had a slight incident early this morning.. I cant stand the way he talked to me when he's the one having an issue..

I find it a lil irresponsible.. and to think he finds me naggy by commenting on that.. Fyi, I din even use the word irresponsible.. Haizz. Im dissapointed with wat he said...

Maybe becos we are both really stressed out.. subconsicously.. talking abt wedding plans, housing issues.. it's become a bread & butter issue all of a sudden.. it's scary... i hope everything will be settled soon.. and things will get better:)