I was in a confused state of mind these few days.. and luckily theres a thing called WORK that actually help me to divert my attention. Im so grateful that I still haf my job to depend on.. it's now my source of not jus income but emotional support as well! (I cant belieive im saying these, but im having a new perspective on worklife).
Im really feeling really low now. Was really disturbed and annoyed for 2 nites and ytd was the last straw. I pratically had to control my anger AND my volume. Cos his mom is also around. In the end, my anger burst in tears.. I was really so mad at him and myself.. Why we cat communicate? and why i din bring myself to push him and force him to speak?! Im really at a loss...
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