Monday morning.....

I can't sleep.. Things gg thru my mind.
Saw an ex colleague blog n found that she's getting on fine in life..
And I'm not missed at all. After every effort to be nice to ppl, so what??

Ppl still stab u at the back! No one can be trusted in the working world.
I'm so fucked up in life. Wth can I do now??
I cant even see myself in 1 years time where I Wld be.
It's a super scary feeling, of anxiety, pressure, dilemma n procastination.

One word - coward. Yes I'm a coward in life.
I admit it. I coerced. I surrender.

In the middle of the night....

Edited entry..
Can't sleep.. Been thinking a lot these days..
Wedding preps kept me occupied but I know something needs to be done.
Need a new job but really lost on direction.

A stable but boring job??
Or an exciting one but pay not stable??
Really lost ... No directions...

Can I dun work n just stay home???
Really sick of working life.
Really envy those who dun need to work n still be happy loh.

Sianzzz............ Wo men zemo ban??