Together Forever.. A vow sealed by two rings..

Hehe... been typing lotsa entries these few days... cos the Big Day is coming soon!!

Just got the wedding rings last sunday by myself.. was hoping that Dear can come with me to collect but he only came back from batam while im already collecting the rings.. so I asked him to mee me at the bridal shop where I will try on my dress for the final time to make the last adjustments..

Dear popped by AFTER i changed back to my usual clothes.. so he din see me in the dress again. haizz.. well, maybe he will have a nice surprise on the ROM day itself.. 2 more days before sat... i can't wait... getting a bit excited & nervous.. Still havent decided on my vows yet... how??? Dear doesn't want to say so maybe there wont be any..:(

Shall discuss with him again...

10.00am at ROM

Finally, we were at ROM... actually cant wait to do everything but I had to go toilet ( as usual), and dear had to take a puff ( as usual also).

Thanks to dear's Siao Shu, he drove us there even thou he was working..

When we sign the docs, we still had to swear the oath by raising our hand, it was so surreal.. When I look at Dear reading it, he was struggling over the word ' conscientiously' , haha.. as for me, i read the wrong line... duh.. there's just too mnay words le..

Dear was there saying.. it's so surreal, we are really getting married.. guess the notion & actually doing it is a totally different feeling.

Im slowly getting a lil nervous.. but more to whether my makeup that day will be nice or not.. haha:)

I hate this name!

My most hated word at the momoment: S***la

Whenever this customer calls me, Im so fustrated that I feel like crying. Not becos she screams or wat. Just that she always muz have her way even though it's not our company's fault..Damn unreasonable bitch!!

Well.. hope that later my day will be better... dun wanna get myself moody for this kind of person!! So not worth the energy loh...

Random stuff..

I was surfing thru the internet n saw that punggol regalia n acardia are starting the digging oredi.. how come so fast? In fact, they started earlier than the digging at senja.. why is that so? Is it becos theirs is premium..so more premium in services?

Im a lil pissed about it.. we got the senja flatearlier n had to wait a long time to get the keys.. duh!!

Hope we can get the senja flat in early 2012.. Im praying hard.. I cant wait to have our own house, seriously..

Hehe... tot of the best way to celebrate our ROM!

I was wracking my brain of wat to do on our ROM.. cos it's the 1st day that we will be hubby & wifey and i hope it will be memorable..

Of cos, there wont be fireworks or flying in a helicopter like the Korean drama, Boy over flowers lah... but i suggested taking the Flyer as we have a discounted coupon.. hee.. and i remember the asian civilisation museum is haveing an exhibition of kangxi emperor which i think dear will be interested in. Furthermore, i really want to know how he really look like also!! haha, tink he's not too handsome la.. lets see on that day.. :)

Hope he wants to go ACM.. cos I neva went there before.. haha!!

Am I doing the right thing??

It amaze me when I can do stupid things at my age.. and my dear too.. Im gg to make a very important decision of my life..and its going to cost a sum of money to be wasted...

But i really dun wanna waste too much money le.. i wanna save and have my dream wedding.. im so gonna save up and have a wedding i will remember for a long time until i have amnesia!!

Going to have a looong talk with my dear when his docking is completed..

I dream a little dream

Ok, it's not a small dream... was discussing about the hotel where we will hold our future banquet.. I actually dun like the place ambience.. but the budget fits our pocket..so i kinda force myself into liking the place.. (does dat explain why im not really excited abt getting married?)

Haiz... i really like other hotels like the regent, mandarain oriental but the prices so ex!!! Im really in a dilemma!! Can someonw tell me wat to do ... :(

A lousy start on a Monday...

Yesterday ended on a fine note.. a sec schmate got married with another sec schmate.. I knew the guy better n he's a really nice guy.. thou we dun keep in contact but he still on off keep contact wif my bf..

And speaking of my bf..who's going to be my hubby in less than 2 weeks is really getting on my nerves. He lost his wallet more than a month ago. n din bother to make a new ic.. he jus went to make a police report.. den i realise that he needs to get a new ic for ou ROM.. that time he still has 1 month to do so which is how long the new IC needs to get done.. din bother oso.. damn fed up.. later, check with ROM that u will need a special letter to allow one to use the passport to collect all the necessary documents to get married.. haiz... i was reminding endless time.. and today, he still dare to as : " really need the letter?"

So damn pissed! if dun need, why i bother to ask him to do in the 1st place? Bo liao arh? damn pissed lor! in the end, he went ICA, say he cant find the ROM details i gave him.. i put in the bag for weeks leh! End up, he asked me to fax.. but my printer cant print , how to fax! i dun wanna bother my colleague so i walk over to the other office.. end up, i forget to bring the fax no. over.. I called and askef me he then anyhow give me a no. and dare to say: "aiyoh, how come? i oso dun rem already.. i oso got a lot of things on my mind.." Den I WALKED back to my office, and he called saying that he FOUND the paper in HIS BAG!! Wah piang..and i told him :" dtas great, well done!" in a montonous tone.....

Duh!! if dats the case ,should go earlier when free rite?? I really cant understand.. is work really so impt that the marriage thing can be put aside? Im so bloody pissed now!!!

Edited: "Dear just got the letter.. im so relieved now.."

It's a happy June!

Ok la.. actually the 1st week of june was quite boring la.. nothing much happened. And Dear was so busy the whole week that I din get to eat with him at all!

But he managed to haf dinner wif me on Tuesday at Central (what's new?) I suggetsed to eat at a jap restaurant which Ms J recommended.. it's called Mr Curry (under waraku).. it's really special cos they have curry sauce mixed with sphagetti!! I love it n dear loves it too, esp the prawns! hee.. he seldom say something is nice to eat, so im proud to show him the restaurant, haha!

Oh, ytd went to go for my fitting for the mtm rom dress.. got the length adjusted so the designer gonna sew the bubble in the gown now.. den i chose my necklace n tiara but din see any earring i like cos all is clipped on de.. so funny...

But the best news of the day was: Dear is promoted as Assistant Manager! He called me while I was trying my gown..then i saw his msg, i was a bit stunned.. but so happy for him!! I called him and then later went to Bugis junction to shop and spent more than $100 buying things that are not my objective.. was suppoesed to buy the nude bra but cant find leh... duh...

Shopping, shopping, shopping!!

I long time neva shop already.. so for the poast 2 days.. i kinda enjoy myself.

With the limited budget of mine, i managed to have fun shopping with my girlfriends:)
I neva had such fun when shopping with my dear.. cos he really hates shopping for no reason. so ytd was really fun but i did restrain myself.. at the back of my mind, i know i should spend on the necessary..

Armed with a $50 robinson voucher, i got 1 Kose mask and a box if vitaminss.. which is for my ROM prep actually.. haiz, din get any clothing.. nowadays, my money is spent buying dresses for attending weddings.. and there goes my budget..

Im feeling the impact of my low pay.. seeing my frens just buying wat ever they want makes me feel that im like in the wrong job.. we all came from the same school but somehow, we end getting different pays.. well, luck and timing really plays a big part.

Now, i am bidding my time.. trying to wrack my brain about the future.. I need to save money but haf enuf to spend at the same time.. is it possible??

The end.. the beginning...

Well, I seem to forgot to put in a lot of thing into my blog entry..

1) My longtime sec schmate.. is moving away from woodlands.. Nah, she's not getting married, jus moving house...sadz, cos we always meet upwif another fren who lives in bt panjang.. now, she's staying near Little India..haiz..

2) And my fren who's staying in bt panjang is moving to Taiwan next year.. Yes, she's getting married.. life really changes as time moves on... I kinda dread it.. Life will neva be the same again

3) Getting ROM on 27 June 2009.. still dun really haf the excited feeling.. Maybe becos everything was rushed thru.. and Im getting jumpy about lotsa things.. the food, dear losing his IC and not replaced yet... Im constantly worried abt these little but annoying things..

I hope everything will turn better soon... kinda feel something is missing imn my life, and Im not sure wat it is..

Finally.. tying up the loose ends

Wow.. so much things have happened this 2 months . No time or mood to update..

Now, have finally compromised everything.. & we have settled most of the ROM details..

Was supposed to have a wedding this year end but its not gonna happen now.. haiz, have to wait for 2 years.. it sucks especially when frens ard you are all getting married.. but well, u cant compare right?

Now, still dun haf the feeling of getting married cos everything is so rushed..hope it will be all worth it in the end.. I am gambling my whole life on this..