I am considering a lot of things at the moment..
Everytime i think of too many things at one go, i just feel my head is gonna feel really painful after a while..
1) to go online and file my tax.. shit, i lost my form so im gonna calculate myself... duh.. and gona do it for Dear too.. sucks..
2) i really wanted that hotel.. but dear is not receptive how?? im gona be very sad if its not held at that hotel
3) the food looks delicious & I really want my guest to enjoy the food on my wedding day & rave abt it even years later! hee.. cos im gona be happy hearing that many years down the road
4) seriously considering not to hold any banquet if i cant get my dream wedding banquet venue.. dear was like: " am I serious?" after seeing my face, he knows I am.
5) thinking of so many constraints in terms of budget that i feel like time can just stop & let me save enough money for the wedding .. it sucks everytime when i feel that i cant have what i dream of.. weddings are supposed to be happy events but somehow im still not feeling it.. starting to feel sorry for myself :(
6) my kneecap is now feeling painful.. must be rheumatism .. duh... am I dat OLD?
A vey negative entry... sorry if any1 happen to read this.. dun mean to spoil ur mood
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Weekend munchies...
Been eating alot these past few days..
Friday- catch up with JC frens at a jap restaurant famous for its soba but it was quite dissapointing.. the tempura was still ok la.. went to meet my Dear at a pub & went home with him very drunken.. still went to mac for supper cos Dear was super hungry & grouchy. In the end, i ate some fries, causing me to have difficulty sleeping.. yikes!!
Sat - went back after work to have pizza hut with Dear... we order curry chicken pizza & baked rice & meatballs.. meatballs were so filling, in the end we ate 6 out of 8 meatballs.. haha.. dinner was zi char.. & we were like ordering 4 plates of dish. Dear commented dat he din know why he allowed me to order the 4th dish.. cos obviously it's toom much for us:)
Sun - Breakfast as usual eating porridge & dinner was at bt timah eating chees onion prata.. Dear had cheese prata & plain one.. later bought keropok back home to eat..haha.. abort the idea to eat ice cream at udders..so next time ba :)
Friday- catch up with JC frens at a jap restaurant famous for its soba but it was quite dissapointing.. the tempura was still ok la.. went to meet my Dear at a pub & went home with him very drunken.. still went to mac for supper cos Dear was super hungry & grouchy. In the end, i ate some fries, causing me to have difficulty sleeping.. yikes!!
Sat - went back after work to have pizza hut with Dear... we order curry chicken pizza & baked rice & meatballs.. meatballs were so filling, in the end we ate 6 out of 8 meatballs.. haha.. dinner was zi char.. & we were like ordering 4 plates of dish. Dear commented dat he din know why he allowed me to order the 4th dish.. cos obviously it's toom much for us:)
Sun - Breakfast as usual eating porridge & dinner was at bt timah eating chees onion prata.. Dear had cheese prata & plain one.. later bought keropok back home to eat..haha.. abort the idea to eat ice cream at udders..so next time ba :)
Monday, March 8, 2010
A beginning of an End
Finally, dear called the "N" hotel to cancel the booking.. so we will be forfieting $3000 in all.. me heartache but no choice, it was a mistake solely made by me..
Was thinking of rushing things & I finally learn it by the painful way called: "Nong qiao fan zhuo". How long to save 3k?? A freaking 1 year, thats how it took me cos im earning such a miserable pay.. i really hope i tio 4D to cover my loss.. damn.. and the silly "travel agency".. i really hope that one day they go bankrupt & I dun need to pay anymore... shit!!! im bonded to them for 99 years loh... so shitty..
Lotsa mistakes made over the past 2 years.. sometimes i really hate myself for what I have done.. how can i be so stupid?!? On 1 hand, im thankful that i have learnt not to be impulsive when Im almost tempted to sign a bridal package at a bridal show, thanks to dear:) But how i wish that he was more assertive the 1st 2 times when i made the impulsive decisions.. we would have a substantial amt of savings by now... feel like crying everytime i think about it. :(
I truly hope that everything will start on a clean slate & everything will go smoothly from now on.. life... can be so complicated but i hope to see everything clearly this time round.. On a somber note, im glad to live through what I have for the past 28 years.. The death of someone staying in my block today & seeing his pair of slippers made me wonder what had caused him to end his life abruptly. If anyone is reading this, hope u can learn to live life happily.. health is always the most important, be nice to people around u & they will also learn to be nice too.. Slowly, treasure whatever u have, be it your parents, siblings, your career.. even doing your fav hobby as well.. may u be blessed always with happiness & good health:)
Was thinking of rushing things & I finally learn it by the painful way called: "Nong qiao fan zhuo". How long to save 3k?? A freaking 1 year, thats how it took me cos im earning such a miserable pay.. i really hope i tio 4D to cover my loss.. damn.. and the silly "travel agency".. i really hope that one day they go bankrupt & I dun need to pay anymore... shit!!! im bonded to them for 99 years loh... so shitty..
Lotsa mistakes made over the past 2 years.. sometimes i really hate myself for what I have done.. how can i be so stupid?!? On 1 hand, im thankful that i have learnt not to be impulsive when Im almost tempted to sign a bridal package at a bridal show, thanks to dear:) But how i wish that he was more assertive the 1st 2 times when i made the impulsive decisions.. we would have a substantial amt of savings by now... feel like crying everytime i think about it. :(
I truly hope that everything will start on a clean slate & everything will go smoothly from now on.. life... can be so complicated but i hope to see everything clearly this time round.. On a somber note, im glad to live through what I have for the past 28 years.. The death of someone staying in my block today & seeing his pair of slippers made me wonder what had caused him to end his life abruptly. If anyone is reading this, hope u can learn to live life happily.. health is always the most important, be nice to people around u & they will also learn to be nice too.. Slowly, treasure whatever u have, be it your parents, siblings, your career.. even doing your fav hobby as well.. may u be blessed always with happiness & good health:)
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