Finally, dear called the "N" hotel to cancel the booking.. so we will be forfieting $3000 in all.. me heartache but no choice, it was a mistake solely made by me..
Was thinking of rushing things & I finally learn it by the painful way called: "Nong qiao fan zhuo". How long to save 3k?? A freaking 1 year, thats how it took me cos im earning such a miserable pay.. i really hope i tio 4D to cover my loss.. damn.. and the silly "travel agency".. i really hope that one day they go bankrupt & I dun need to pay anymore... shit!!! im bonded to them for 99 years loh... so shitty..
Lotsa mistakes made over the past 2 years.. sometimes i really hate myself for what I have done.. how can i be so stupid?!? On 1 hand, im thankful that i have learnt not to be impulsive when Im almost tempted to sign a bridal package at a bridal show, thanks to dear:) But how i wish that he was more assertive the 1st 2 times when i made the impulsive decisions.. we would have a substantial amt of savings by now... feel like crying everytime i think about it. :(
I truly hope that everything will start on a clean slate & everything will go smoothly from now on.. life... can be so complicated but i hope to see everything clearly this time round.. On a somber note, im glad to live through what I have for the past 28 years.. The death of someone staying in my block today & seeing his pair of slippers made me wonder what had caused him to end his life abruptly. If anyone is reading this, hope u can learn to live life happily.. health is always the most important, be nice to people around u & they will also learn to be nice too.. Slowly, treasure whatever u have, be it your parents, siblings, your career.. even doing your fav hobby as well.. may u be blessed always with happiness & good health:)
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