Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Wishes on the wedding list

I am considering a lot of things at the moment..
Everytime i think of too many things at one go, i just feel my head is gonna feel really painful after a while..

1) to go online and file my tax.. shit, i lost my form so im gonna calculate myself... duh.. and gona do it for Dear too.. sucks..
2) i really wanted that hotel.. but dear is not receptive how?? im gona be very sad if its not held at that hotel
3) the food looks delicious & I really want my guest to enjoy the food on my wedding day & rave abt it even years later! hee.. cos im gona be happy hearing that many years down the road
4) seriously considering not to hold any banquet if i cant get my dream wedding banquet venue.. dear was like: " am I serious?" after seeing my face, he knows I am.
5) thinking of so many constraints in terms of budget that i feel like time can just stop & let me save enough money for the wedding .. it sucks everytime when i feel that i cant have what i dream of.. weddings are supposed to be happy events but somehow im still not feeling it.. starting to feel sorry for myself :(
6) my kneecap is now feeling painful.. must be rheumatism .. duh... am I dat OLD?

A vey negative entry... sorry if any1 happen to read this.. dun mean to spoil ur mood

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