Something happened in Sept.. something that I kinda expected. It was like a gut feeling, with all the events rolling.. Took a last look & never went back.
Im still recovering.. anger, then helpless then realization that it should have happened aerlier.. been draggin for so long.. aimless is wat Im feeling now.. no directions..
Sometimw i wonder if my parents were not around.. will i be strong enough to survive in this world at all.. I have not felt real happiness for a long time.. u knoe likw happiness u felt as a child?? eating ice cream, watching tv??
Lost.. wonder when all this started? All did it start the moment i made the first mistake in life??? I really cant answer that question myself...
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